~It's All About Cery's Ordinary Life ~

Assalamualaikum . . Morning gloomy Sunday hahaha Cery's being emotional unstable today.. er not today exactly. Lately. Huhu, nope..belum smp waktu bendera merahnya.. but the mix feeling inside me.. scramble.. dunno how to express it anyway.. huhu Complicated sgt kah aku nih? Sukar utk difahami or untuk dingertikan? Deep inside . .ya, rasa sunyi tu.. Rasa lonely tu.. it's almost killing me these days~  aigoo... what to do? just be happy Cery.  Keep ur Head High above all Don't let it eat u until jadi compost hahaha . . sometime i just lost the ideas to keep up with all feelings. My happiness just ignoring me these days. Pathetic am i? Tahu2 tears running down. i won't stop it either. kdg2 perlu untuk let go dat keroyok feeling tu gosh! ape yg kau merapu nih cery...pepagi Ahad ini. hohoho. Gather back your strength Cery. kumpul pelahan - lahan.  You can do it. You can overcome this stupid feelings. lonely shit fuuu~ Mantra i guess? done for today :) i miss him more...

Assalamualaikum Morning :) it's been a while not writing in here. bukan xnak menulis. tp mengenangkn ketidak laratan utk menaip hehehe. well spt tajuk .. sibuk bercinta dgn chicken pox lah huhuhu perghh tau2 kene jek ek.. isk isk isk starting from last monday 30th Jan. dh rs sengal2 bdn. tp pk xcukup air ke? or over exercise.. sengal yg amat kt kaki. n then rs sakit kt celah kelenkang hehehe. i tot wah spender nih ketat nih. gemuk nih mak.. adu kt mak la kn. how ever malam selasa tu. bdn tibe2 panas amat. seolah2 demam. "ko nih demam dik, ntah2? mak sengih2 gelak2.. al maklum lah last two weeks tu me n mak jaga angah n Zeyad kn kena Chicken pox kt Shah Alam. aku pon cm, urggh xla mak. xkena lah.. so went up. minum air byk2.sleep. (gayut lama malam tu hikhik) next morning, dgn bdn rasa suam2 panas lg, fes thing aku rs gatal2 kt blkg leher. aku mmg pntg gtl2 trus garuk. skali ouchh! what the?? pedih. Terus aku g cermin tgk. merah??? trus mata aku melilau mencari tanda yg lain. ...