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Cery Trying To be Happy Here!

Assalamualaikum . . Morning gloomy Sunday hahaha
Cery's being emotional unstable today.. er not today exactly. Lately.
Huhu, nope..belum smp waktu bendera merahnya..
but the mix feeling inside me.. scramble..
dunno how to express it anyway.. huhu
Complicated sgt kah aku nih?
Sukar utk difahami or untuk dingertikan?
Deep inside . .ya, rasa sunyi tu.. Rasa lonely tu.. it's almost killing me these days~ 
aigoo... what to do?
just be happy Cery. 
Keep ur Head High above all
Don't let it eat u until jadi compost hahaha . .
sometime i just lost the ideas to keep up with all feelings.
My happiness just ignoring me these days. Pathetic am i?
Tahu2 tears running down. i won't stop it either. kdg2 perlu untuk let go dat keroyok feeling tu
gosh! ape yg kau merapu nih cery...pepagi Ahad ini. hohoho.
Gather back your strength Cery. kumpul pelahan - lahan. 
You can do it. You can overcome this stupid feelings. lonely shit fuuu~
Mantra i guess?

done for today :)
i miss him more than he miss me . . love ain't beautiful as always isn't it?


Cery _al

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